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Thursday, March 17, 2016

March 17 - glioblastoma multiforme progression

Dad was awake 3 times last night...each time due to needing changed. Sometimes it is almost as though his body has been holding urine...and suddenly lets go of all of it in one night. The odd thing is that he does not appear to be retaining fluid before hand.

He was able to feed himself breakfast this morning, but went back to bed earlier than usual for a nap...he was very tired.

He doesn't seem to know people again today...but is very happy and content...which is wonderful.

All in all...a good day!

I am going to do my best not to question why he is having this sudden improvement...and not to worry about the "what if's" or "maybe's". It is what it is...and it is beyond our control. My own anxiety has become almost unmanageable...so I am working toward some solutions...such as what I just stated...in an effort to more effectively deal with all of this. I am also back on track with walking (which has always been a stress buster for me). I had gotten away from it for a while...mostly due to weather. I realize now though that being a bit cold or wet occasionally is a lot better than the emotional tornado that I have been experiencing. I have also been taking the mild sedative that the doctor gave me for anxiety when we went through some of these things with Marvin's mom...then with my own mom...just a short time ago. Just a couple of days ago, we went to dinner with my son and his partner. After dinner we were at the check out...and I had a pretty hefty panic attack. I ended up walking quickly away and trying to focus my attention on the items for sale in the front of the restaurant in order to get a hold of myself. I was somewhat successful...until an hour later at home. I ended up taking an extra 1/2 dose of the meds that night in order to finally calm down completely. That was a pretty good wake up call. I intended to go to the doctor the next day...and request an anti-anxiety med...but then I started to realize that I need to first put my whole effort into the things that I know may help. If I am not successful...then I will make an appointment.


1 comment:

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